: 1. DON'T FORCE HER TO DO
ANYTHING.
[She won't trust you if you do & it'll be awkward]

2. Grab her hand when you walk next to each
other.
[She always gets butterflies when you do it; it
makes her feel you WANT her]

3. When standing, wrap your arms around her.
[It makes her feel you really LOVE her.]

4. Cuddle with her.
[She'll feel you are there for her]

5. Hug her from behind
[It makes her feel SPECIAL]

6. Write little notes.
[She smiles. They're cute; The eNd]

7. Compliment her Honestly.
[NO girl likes a liar and NO girl likes a person who
lies about it when you compliment her]

8. When you hug her, hold her in your arms as long
as possible.
[It makes her feel WANTED]

9. Be super sweet to her.
[All girls like a SUPER SWEET guy]

10. Call her at night to wish her sweet dreams.
[She'll go to bed with a SMILE]

11. Comfort her when she cries.
[She'll feel you'll ALWAYS be there for her]

12. Wipe away her tears
[It'll show you'll ALWAYS be there]

13. Love her with all your heart.
[NOT with your brain... OR your dick]

14. Pick her up and flirt with her (she'll scream
and say put me down but really she LOVES it).
[It's tRuE boys!!]

15. Be a gentleman (hold the door for her).
[EVERY girl loves a guy who is a gentleman]

16. DON'T let your friends talk trash about her,
it'll get back 2 her
[& it'll make her feel like you ARNT REALLY there
for her]

17. Take her for a long walk at night!
[She just wants to be alone & that's not
always bad. The world can be annoying
sometimes & you just need to be ALONE.]

18. When it's cold outside hold her close
[You want her to be HAPPY & she's HAPPY in
your arms]

19. Draw on or rub her back as she is tryin to
rest or sleep
[This just feels good HAHA!] {not with a pen
you idiot, with your finger}

just for laughs.

tiring but one of the most fun-filled day. im starting t really love doing sports. the adrenaline[HA-HA], the sweat, the flying feeling when you jump, the satisfaction when you successfully intercept a throw, the pride when you score for your team or regain possession from the opponent. WOOHOO!

it doesnt really matter who wins in the end.
the bonding during the game is more rewarding than anything.

I LOVE MY CLASS! and i love you.

lots and lots of dates coming up. match w the netball clique on friday. and morning soccerbball w the two ball enthusiasts. HAHA. sounds wrong. hopefully i'll lose some tummy as the days go by. CHEERS!

who's your one & only?
: (:

who's your number one?
: my family.

name six people you hang out with most.

-baby
-jen darl
-hui darl
-babyP
-mich
-na?


who's the funniest ?
: tough one. jen and na probably.

who's the cutest ?
-fuck, theyre all adorable.

who's the nicest ?
- ALL. (: i dont do faves.

who's the prettiest ?
-and they all have their beauty, be it inner or outer.

who's the nerdiest ?
-HAHAHA! easy. baby :D

who shares the most interest with you?
- aww, stop asking such tough qns.

who sticks to you whenever he/she sees you?
- muahahaha! i'd like t say all of em.

who showers most hugs on you ?
-sadly, none of em.

who's the most generous?
- theyre all very nice people. mich and babyP always share their food w me. jendarl and huidarl too! na is generous w her teasing. ERHEM. and baby, shes the best. shes generous w her love. :D

who's the sweetest?
- definitely.. ALL of em. theyre angels!

who motivates you to do good stuff?
- hahaha! babyP motivates me t study, occasionally. jendarl and huidarl often motivate me t study cos i see em working hard. baby motivates me t diet cos of her fuckinghot figure.

is everyone abovementioned important to you?
- theyre more than important. theyre totally essential.

Soft blankets pulled overhead
As two figured lay together on bed
Quivering lips locked in passion
One's deep lust makes a confession.

Two bodies joined as one
In a dance that is exciting and fun
The heat of the moment is overwhelmingly good
After this bout they are still in the mood.

The scent of love is in the air
The skin of the maiden beautiful and fair
Her hair long and soft, silky and smooth
The alluring swing each time she moves.

This consumation of love both hold dear
As long as they are together, there is nothing to fear.


baby's gonna love this.
p.s its not written by me.

oh and baby, please dont get the wrong idea! im not hinting anything. hahaha. patience okay? im not that easy t own you know

when our lips meet
it feels like nothing else in the world matters
i just want the clock t stop ticking
and for the earth t stop revolving

when you run your fingers through my hair
i feel like the luckiest girl in the world
i just want the time t freeze
so that i can savour the bliss

the gentle touches
the stares that blow me away
the tingling kisses
the words that make my day

you gave me a taste of heaven
just by holding me near
and just listening t your heartbeat
it erased all my fears

ive no fear of losing you
cos ive hid the memories in my heart
perhaps you might leave someday
but the memories are there t stay


OMG. IM A POET. :D when ure in love, it isnt that hard after all

: B E S T
1. Male friend:
sp, hubby etc. theyre always there.

2. Female friend:
w.a.n.t

L A S T
1. Person you saw:
second bro.
.
2. Talked to on the phone:
baby.

3. Hugged:
baby, was it you? :D

4. Text:
baby.

T O D A Y
1. Wearing :
clothes. HAHAHA

2. Better than yesterday?
yesterday was fun, my day today hasnt really started yet.

T O M O R R O W
1. Is:
sunday.

2. Got any plans:
work, what else.

3. Dislikes about tomorrow:
refer t above.

F A V O U R I T E S
1. Number:
nine.

2. Colour:
grey.

3. Season:
spring.

C U R R E N T L Y
1. Missing someone
yep.

2. Mood
restless.

3. Wanting
nap. haha.

R A N D O M
Q: Last thing you ate
banana!

Q: Do you have anything bothering you?
my toe.

Q: What's annoying you right now?
nothing.

Q: Do you believe in long distance relationships?
oh, it doesnt work. really.

Q: Is there a person whos on your mind right now?
always.

Q: Where is the last place you went?
shuv's place.

Q: Been cheated on?
how would i know.

Q: Do you look like your mom or dad?:
people say mom, i say none.

Q: Do you have any siblings?:
two older bros.

Q: Do you think that a person is thinking of you
too?
hahah, shed better be. :D

Q: Choose one to have (love, beauty, creativity):
beauty. cos ive already found love.

Q: Are you a friendly person?
i hope so.

Q: Whose bed did you sleep in last night?
mine.

Q: What color shirt are you wearing?:
light brown.

Q: What were you doing at 9 last night?:
at shuv's place, bbq.

Q: Do you have more guy friends or girl friends?
girl i think.

Q: When was the last time you cry?
no idea.

Q: Do you get angry easily?
hahaha, uve gotta ask my friends.

Q: What was your last thought before you went to
sleep last night?
my poor, poor toe.

Q: Do you ever check your phone waiting for
someone to call?
yeah, most of the time.

Q: How many months to go before your birthday?
eight.

Q: Do u eat a lot?
not anymore.

Q: If given the chance, will you join big brother?
whats big brother.

Q: If someone called you right now, would you take
the call?
no.

Q: Are you hungry?
not really.

Q: Why do you answer surveys like this one?
i love answering qns.

Q: Rate life as of right now 1-10.
seven.

Q: Would you say that most people who first meet
you like you?
hahaha, i doubt so.

Q: Can you speak english?
i figured, the last qn is always the dumbest.

its been a week since i last posted.

the whole week's been great.
thursday was great :D
it was bliss, sheer bliss.
loveyou.

bbq was nice. thanks weiy and bestiejas for the marshmallows. and bestie, thanks for feeding me. ure sweet! and also to justin for teaching me The Three Things. and Mr Nicey chinh for being sucha sweet lil thing, ure the best. and gabs, weiq, shuv for entertaining me. and all those lovely people who showed concern. loveyou guys! i was a madwoman yesterday. yeah, and then i had a broken toe. HAHA.

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eating w you.
teasing you.
being sarcastic w you.
staring at you.
breathing you.
bickering w you.
cuddling w you.
sleeping on your shoulder.
playing w your hair.
pinching your cheeks.

its just being w you.

im whipped, i know. and so are you.
i'll be seeing you later. cheers!

im starting to really love spending time w you.
youre very addictive.

and bus rides. ooh i love bus rides : D where i can bully you
cos ure near enough t be my punching bag
but you know i dont mean t inflict pain
so if i did, please forgive me okay? hugs

it was fun t be a child again.
playing w swords.
the little airhockey board.

seeing the way you laughed,
it really made my day.
and the way you frowned
as you try t recall which way the straw should go
and your sheepish look
whenever you forget the steps
and your mischievous grins
when the topic of conversation suggests sth naughty

every touch, it makes me smile.
every look, it makes me feel loved.

im happy, i really am.
are you?

half past three in the morning.
and i can only see images of carmen&shane
trust me, watching The L Word at this hour is not wise
not wise at all.
the vids are soo hot
and now theyre stuck in my head.

i kicked myself knowing that ive screwed a chance of talking to you
why the fuck did i switch it to silent mode!?


i used to hate seeing happy couples together.
not anymore.

i hate worrying.
so if you really care, dont make me worry
and i never knew i cared THAT much
until the tears fell.

somethings wrong w me.

OKAYYYY. so someone has fallen asleep.
never mind. i kinda expected this.

i shall finish my bananamilk and go to bed too.
today, was a bad day. i was in a fucked up mood.
and i think its back.
dont piss me off.
i BITE.

i should have known.
youre fucking low.
son of a bitch.

PISCES
>Caring.
>Smart.
>great sex appeal.
>Too Sexy, DAMN IT.
>Very high sex appeal.in bed
>Loves being in long relationships
>There for you in the ups and downs.
>The best to find, hardest to keep.
>Fun to be around.
>Freak in the sheets
>Extremely weird but in a good way.
>Super good in bed.
>Good Sense of Humor!!!
>the sexxiest people
>always happy
>high intellect.


floats away :D

i feel like an illegal immigrant. cos im not supposed t be here. baby i know ure gonna get mad when you see this. but aw, cmon. its been soo long since i posted something. anyw, im having supper.

i never knew i had the capacity to miss someone that much
but i guess i do.
i dont like the feeling. i really dont
and im sure you dont like it anymore than i do
we're like hopelessly in love.
am i right t say that.

the two days have reminded me why i fell for you in the first place.
it was indeed quality time spent together.
and im glad we both had fun.

its gonna get harder and harder t see you
now that weve both decided to focus academically.
but like you said
itll do us good.
but its really really hard. so hard.

and boys will always be boys.
it takes them only a minute to fall in love
and decide that they want the girl.
its not gonna work. not for me.

cos my heart already belongs to someone.

too many things to say, too little time. things will unfold someday, im sure it will.

i guess time will tell. you arent getting to me. not with all those words. i refuse to let myself feel anything. and i think im succeeding. surprisingly, its rather easy.

i love these lies. i love the way i can hear what i want and shut the rest out. i love the way i let my mind rule over my heart. i love the way i hide deep within. i love the way no one knows what im thinking. i love the way i deceive people.

oh... i can go on like this forever. but whats the point. sometimes i feel there is no point in admitting stuffs to yourself. and so i wont admit that little secret. instead i'll bury it deep within and try hard to deceive myself. i'll tell myself its no longer there. yes, lies. life is a lie isnt it. we're all living a lie.

so who knows when something is the truth or a lie. not me, i certainly dont want to know. ignorance is bliss. trust me. so kindly spare me the fucking details, save your breath. im not gonna let it get to me. never.

i wont think about you. why should i.
and if it needs constant reminding, something must be really wrong.
oh and you, better not tread on my tail. my bites are nasty.
as for you, i dont really care about what you think anymore. so fuck off.

i tend to miss my foes once in awhile. please come back and annoy me.

someday i will feel it. i wont be able to take it. someday. but for now, im feeling strong and im not gonna let that break me. you can try to hurt me if you want to. we shall see who has the last laugh. i'll make sure your tears fall first because i wouldnt cry over a lie.

the beauty of an art.
i think ive mastered it.



p.s. there are different people involved in this post. read it for your entertainment. dont try to probe. its something i hate.

Don't push too hard for what you want now. Let it come to you of its own free will. Your wishes and desires are powerful, and they may seem like the only things that matter. But don't let your eagerness force you to become too desperate. If you attach too much importance to things, you may push too hard to try to make them happen. Right now, you need to let things come to you; try to be patient and understand that events proceed on their own timeline. Things will change when and how they need to -- not one minute before.

please take note dearest. hahaha! :D

i suddenly want to see you.

but i cant ):

they seem to be having fun, and im glad for them. i just wish i could be there as well. on second thought, better not. HAHAHA :D and she said she loves me.

OH GET REAL ! she was in her drunken stupor.

and besides, its not her that i want to hear it from.