too many things to say, too little time. things will unfold someday, im sure it will.

i guess time will tell. you arent getting to me. not with all those words. i refuse to let myself feel anything. and i think im succeeding. surprisingly, its rather easy.

i love these lies. i love the way i can hear what i want and shut the rest out. i love the way i let my mind rule over my heart. i love the way i hide deep within. i love the way no one knows what im thinking. i love the way i deceive people.

oh... i can go on like this forever. but whats the point. sometimes i feel there is no point in admitting stuffs to yourself. and so i wont admit that little secret. instead i'll bury it deep within and try hard to deceive myself. i'll tell myself its no longer there. yes, lies. life is a lie isnt it. we're all living a lie.

so who knows when something is the truth or a lie. not me, i certainly dont want to know. ignorance is bliss. trust me. so kindly spare me the fucking details, save your breath. im not gonna let it get to me. never.

i wont think about you. why should i.
and if it needs constant reminding, something must be really wrong.
oh and you, better not tread on my tail. my bites are nasty.
as for you, i dont really care about what you think anymore. so fuck off.

i tend to miss my foes once in awhile. please come back and annoy me.

someday i will feel it. i wont be able to take it. someday. but for now, im feeling strong and im not gonna let that break me. you can try to hurt me if you want to. we shall see who has the last laugh. i'll make sure your tears fall first because i wouldnt cry over a lie.

the beauty of an art.
i think ive mastered it.



p.s. there are different people involved in this post. read it for your entertainment. dont try to probe. its something i hate.