hey dearest. youd better be honoured. this whole post is just for you. hahaha. firstly, i wanna apologise. for not being able to give you a good reason why i dont wanna meet. but please believe me when i say i really want to. BUT. yes, theres a but. and i dont know what it is. and dont get me wrong, i really miss you a lot. probably more than you think i do. -pauses for you to fly-

secondly, i wanna apologise for being a brat. seems like youre right. i am not easy. well baby, i never said i was in the first place :D i meant it when i said i really admire the way youre so sincere about wanting to meet, i admire your determination and your patience, i admire the way you can put up with my nonsense. i really do. its no easy feat you know? so yeah, congratulate yourself. hahaha. and i gotta say im really touched by your sincerity and perserverance. i must be one of the luckiest bitches around. LOVE!

youre on your way home now, and its all your FAULT that i cant text all these corny stuffs to you. now i have to post it online for the whole world to see. but its what i wanna tell you and im afraid if i waited till you reached home, i would have forgotten most of it. its not because im old okay. dont snigger. well, my mind's kinda occupied by someone. so theres a high risk of me forgetting. :D -pauses for you to grin-
so yeah, my point is to express my gratitude, [and omg you just signed in all of a sudden and im talking to you and youd better not see this anytime soon otherwise i'll just die] and also to let the whole world know how fortunate i am. YAY!

okay, this is sucha composition. i didnt realise i could be THAT corny.