spent the past few days hanging out till late, basically just enjoying my freedom while it lasted. had a price to pay though. i feel horribly sick now. dizzy spells, headaches, bodyaches, sore throat etc. what GREAT timing! i guess its just the back-to-school blues. being in a ballroom w its aircons at full blast after walking in the rain is NOT fun at all. i almost died.

spent quality time w my darlings and my babies over the past few days. i just wished i could have spent time w you too. oh well, someday i guess.

i feel guilty for teaching my darlings t appreciate sticks. i feel fucking guilty.

dont talk t me about homework. i swear i'l scream, right at your face. seriously, what do i go to school for? its not like those fucking lessons are useful t me. sometimes i wish i was rich. like this, i dont have to fucking swallow the textbooks and come back home half-dead everyday all for the sake of getting a piece of paper. i would travel t some place far from here, hook up w a rich, foreign guy and become a tai tai. but then again, such stuffs only happen in dreams dont they?

and i need to air my views on people who choose to give their first sexual experience to a stranger instead of someone they know. but THAT. will have t wait. im not in the mood. im sick, remember?

fuck school, good night.