I think i'm quite egoistical.
but who cares?
recently i realised i don't care much about alot of things
i simply don't let them bother me anymore

irritating people,
fuck friends,
and Yada.
i just block them all out.
i think i'm learning to be a happy person.
and i think it's doing me good.
i've been caring too much since i was born

people often laugh at what i say,
but whos gonna make me laugh at what they say
i provide your laughs
whos gonna provide mine?

i think i'm ranting.
and i love her.
the intensity, it's overwhelming.

I'm the Queen of Ponners!
not proud of it actually.
think of all the things i'm missing!
but oh well, today was a day spent well!
baby knows.

i'm such an anti-social freak. but i'm not supposed to be one!
i'm turning myself into one.

bruised knee
sore shoulder

i feel like an athlete, BUT I'M NOT.
injuries just love me.

the only clown i'm not scared of.
My Clown.