years since i last blogged.
tons to say. but i cant seem to pool my thoughts together.
been emotional lately.
very emotional.

ups and downs.
been happy been sad.
but im still surviving.

my life's gonna change soon.
for the better or for the worse, i dont know.
i'll just take it in my stride.

firstly, 16th oct will be the last time i'm wearing that cream top gray skirt.
gonna miss everything.
the teachers, environment, just everything about it.

im such.
i only treasure things when im losing them.
but this doesnt apply to my baby.
i treasure you every second.

secondly, shes been going through a rough time lately.
i just wanna be there for her.
i wanna ignore my own emotions for the time being
i gotta learn how to put others before me.
i want to.
i have to.

but in dealing with this
im gonna need a shoulder for myself too.

im only human after all.

goodbye threeweeks honeymoon
hello new life.

i hate being sixteen.