shes special
indeed she is.

simple words which touched my heart so deeply i thought i would die.

shes very sweet.
but its not just about words.
its just her.
its the way she shows her care and concern
like no one ever has before.

its the way she makes you feel so important
the way she makes you feel loved.

but at the same time, she doesnt give you too much of it.
so she actually leaves you asking for more.
but you know too much of it will spoil everything
so youre willing to wait and wait and wait
for that special moment when she decides to be sweet.

then suddenly you feel everything around you freezes.
nothing else matters.
you just feel on top of the world.
a feeling that not many people can make you feel

and it only makes you fall deeper and harder.
but i need to exert some self-control
i dont want to scare her.
but i think i already did

anyhow,
IM HAPPY. thanks for that reassurance. i promise i'll never doubt you until the day i hear it from your lips that youre letting go. sorry for disappointing you and upsetting you. YOU KNOW IM SORRY. HUGS,


i love the fantasticfour. i'd die without them. they complete me. all three of you have the ability to make me happy. and you know it. especially you.