day one.

she left this morning and i didn't wake up to send her off
i slept through the calls
i'm a horrible thing.
i'm worried baby
where are the calls you promised me
it's been six hours and i miss you already.

stood my friends up for our coffee and dinner date.
i really am a mean rotten person.
but i'm feeling rotten inside.
someone understand please.

i want my life to be about rainbows and butterflies.
and with you, i'm halfway there.
i love you.