barely four hours of sleep.
and ive got a bruise on my shin, a big one.
dont know where it came from.

meeting baby for brunch in few min.
then its time for WORK.
four rabbits are really quite a handful.

ive many things t say cos suddenly every damn shit comes flooding into my head.
about this person that is.
firstly, i need someone t define 'friendship' for me.
i know i'm a loser t go on yakking about the friendship that got lost deep down under.
but i can't help it! i can't help it if i'm someone who values ties k.
grrr. i don't know, i don't hate her but i hate her?
perhaps i shouldn't have got too close.
yada
yada
trust me i can go on forever.
you vermin.

GAH. i'm staining my pretty blog with foul words.
you're not worth it man.
but i'm so sad.
i really cannot emphasize anymore on the pain of losing a best friend.
it makes me wince and grimace and all the react-to-pain words you can think of.
i think i have a new resolution.
don't stick to one god damn person and label them best friend.
it almost always turns out wrong.

i should stop, mommys home.
and i wna get out of the house to meet baby.
TA!